Do you have a difficult person in your
life? Have you been lied about? Verbally abused? Physically hurt?
We experience hurt, yet we hang onto the
anger and resentment, hurting ourselves in the process. It’s like allowing the perpetrator to live rent
free in our heads, as we go over and over the injustices done to us. This can become a pattern that keeps us locked into the hurt that affected us in the first place.
What is forgiveness, anyway? According to the Old English word, “forgiefan,”
it means to “grant, allow, or give up.”
In the modern sense, it refers to “giving up the desire to hurt a
person.” (Source: Online Etymology Dictionary). Forgiving someone does not excuse the
behavior. It does not require us to keep
relating to that person in some sort of friendly or sentimental way.
There’s the phrase, “forgive and forget.” But if we forget, we have to forgive the
person all over again. We have to
forgive and remember. Remember, and
forgive anyway. It becomes a sort of
mantra: remember, forgive, remember,
forgive. We can’t change the other
person, but we can change our thoughts and attitudes. The other person can’t help the way they are.
There’s a remarkable brochure on
forgiveness published by the Order of St. Luke the Physician. It states that: we need to “forgive in self defense.” The author goes on to say that: “we have a tendency to carry the people we do
not forgive around on our back, or somewhere in the body. We are literally punished by the one we
condemn until we forgive. I have no idea
how my unforgiveness affects the other person, but I know it makes me sick. I forgive to set them free, so that I might
be set free in the process. I turn loose
the grasp in which I hold them that I might turn that hand to God to receive
the forgiveness that He extends to me. I
cannot hold both in the same hand…I must release to receive, and so I forgive
in self defense, to receive the healing power of God’s love into my life to
banish dis-ease, and embrace the healing power of His love.” (Source:
“What is Prayer, Anyway?” Order
of St. Luke the Physician, P. O. Box 13701, San Antonio, Texas 78213).
There’s one thing that’s important in
forgiving someone who has harmed us, and that is not to apologize to them. Their behavior is not our fault. I once had a boss who was openly critical and
accusative. A bully, actually. Targets sometimes have the feeling that what
they are doing is not “good enough,” and that if only they work harder or
longer, then they will finally land in the good graces of the perpetrator, and
be off the hook. But the role of a bully
is criticize and condemn, actions which come out of a place of deep insecurity
and fear. It helps to consider the bully
a sick person.
Jim Glennon, a well known teacher of
Christian healing, believes that forgiveness is essential to healing.
